Rejection

I do not handle or accept rejection easily. I wonder why it is hard for someone or for me to accept a no from someone, say someone I like? I just don't understand why some hot people out there are so vain and consider the less attractive, be it personality wise or your physical composition. Why are you stuck up to yourself that you'd rather make love to yourself than simply just accepting a friend request? Of course you're a model and you're greater than God... Go and shit in your own freaking pants you moron!

LOL! I am seriously a kind of person who do not take rejection lightly. Well, I suppose these kind of online rejection do really tick me off. Well all I can do now is suck it up and whine all about it here in my blog.How silly one can be. However, the female population are more friendly. They are soo cool and like to make as many friends as they could. They are more vain yes, but never egotistical. Guys, especially those who are above the "normal" line of physical attractiveness, and especially the gay crowd, think they're too good for themselves and denied others the space to shine.

Honestly, I am a looker myself. I think I am attractive because whenever I go out with my friends or alone people look at me. Well, that's rather egoistical of me but that was just a fact. I do not go out and reject all of those who are less attractive than I am. This goes down to the truth that I am a friendly and nice person. I despise haters, who impose their faith and beliefs on others and curse or annihilate others that don't share their same interests or beliefs. I despise those ego-centric and ethno-centric kind of people. But I'm not allowed to despise, it is forbidden in my religion and spiritual understanding.

Enough said, I am going to leave all this behind and strengthen my faith in humanity's love. By the way, I haven't met my boyfriend who is a model as well. I hope he is not as what I imagined him to be.