Aversion of the Self

I have denied myself...

In a simple tragedy,

Disregarding that my life is safe and sound,

Never looking at the Anima,

Shouting at me "It is I, Shri",

"Your dearest Mother, ignore this mental dystonia!",

"Son, be the very Nature and Spirit you are, the essence of Aum",

Aum, by Heidi Lee

"For you and others are very dear to Me"...

Commentary: This is a personal reflection I have observed and felt as I went through a trauma recently that has nothing to do with ego-dystonic homosexuality. However, with my mental state and condition, I have associated that trauma with my being gay and all that jazz. This is so hurting for a self-affirming gay individual like me. Indeed, many factors are involved here, and it is important also to take note (in psychological sense) that traumas can trigger associations (negative-associations) that would hurt any individuals no matter what their orientation or gender identity(ies) are.

This Akashic Record post is open to the public(however, the dealings of the matter is of "adult" nature, argumentative...LOL) but please be nice and considerate should you find this offensive...This is a safe space for me, both personally and publicly, to share my thoughts and inspirations from the Divine.

The term Akashic Record and Her meaning is wide. There are also alternative views and definitions of what is an Akashic Record. Google it up and you'll get the picture... :D

I humbly agree any disputes that this is not Akashic but some beautiful individuals believe that any of our thoughts and inspirations will be recorded in the Akasha...and I truly believe in that.

What are the Akashic school of thoughts view on homosexuality? Here's a link...xoxo...

http://lovelightwithin.blogspot.com/p/quan-kwan-yin-homosexuality.html

I wish to end this with love and light...And I extend my love and light to All in the Universe...

Jai Mata Di!!!

I Incarnate as Pain...Yet Love I Give...

Honey 


Love is just a history that they may prove 
And, when you're gone, I'll tell them my religion's you 


When 'Punk'-tius comes to kill the king upon his throne, 
I'm ready for their stones 


I'll dance, dance, dance 
With my hands, hands, hands 
Above my head, head, head, 
Like Jesus said 
I'm gonna dance, dance, dance 
With my hands, hands, 
Hands above my head, dance together 
Forgive him before he's dead because 


I won't cry for you 
I won't crucify the things you do 
I won't cry for you, see 
When you're gone, I'll still be Bloody Mary 


(screams "love") 


We are not just art for Michelangelo to carve, 
He can't rewrite the aggro of my furied heart 
I'll wait on mountain tops in Paris cold 
Je ne veux pas mourir toute seule 


I'll dance, dance, dance 
With my hands, hands, hands 
Above my head, head, head, 


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Like Jesus said 
I'm gonna dance, dance, dance 
With my hands, hands, 
Hands above my head, dance together 
Forgive him before he's dead because 


I won't cry for you 
I won't crucify the things you do 
I won't cry for you, see 
When you're gone, I'll still be Bloody Mary 


(screams "love") 


Gaga, Gaga, Ga-ah-ah-ga, Gaga, Gaga, Gaga, Ga-ah-ah-ga, Gaga 
Dum dum da da da 
Dum dum da da da da-da da da da 
Dum dum da da da 
Dum dum da da da 
Dum dum da da da da-da da da da 
Dum dum da da da 


I won't cry for you 
I won't crucify the things you do do do 
I won't cry for you, see 
When you're gone, I'll still be Bloody Mary 


Whooaah (8x) 

Oh, Liberaté, mi amor

Commentary: I love Yashua...I came as Mary Magdalene 
                       I adore and care for Yashua...as so I came as the Divine Mother...
                       I am the Bloody Revenge and Wrath of Divine!!!
                       Avenge I will for His murder!
                       And for that I came as the Destructrix Maha Kaali Maa!
                       Destroy I will the ignorant ones!
                       And then Liberate them from Illusion...
                       For I am the most merciful Mother of the Universe...


The Divine Mother loves your soul and adores it...love you Mama Monster!!! raw raw oooo lalaaaaa!


From a lovely Shakta named Tesh Chopra...greetings(Namaste) with light and love...