Final Awakening

I see Yashua and I see Keli...

Both fighting and none victorious...

Came She, the Divine Dark Mother!

And alas! The promised Golden Age hither come...

And all universe celebrates with joy forevermore...

The New Era

As I See it...
Here comes new, here comes healing...
From the darkness I've gone through,
It is the light I Seek.


Oh how sweet the Light is,
Nectar of Consciousness, 
Flute of Beauty,
Fire of Truth...


And She has whispered,
That my time of glory will come,
For obstacles I have cleaved,
And the next leaf shall be turned...

Namastasyai Namastasyai Namastasyai Namo Namaha...

Half Moon to Away from Lilith

The Moonlight is Half,

She looks Divine,

Missing the Moonlight...

Seeing Her makes me Sad...

So Sad, that I cry...Day, Night, and Eternity.

Pain and Her Joy

In this happiness, my heart cries in joy...
It then manifested in the gross state as tears...
They call it 'tears of joy'.

Oh, how thankful I am for all these happiness,
For they never fail to remind me...
That in my misfortune and sadness,
I will always be blessed with the rewards of joy.

Happiness is fickle it seems,
Yet I find it hard to believe,
As She is more so of a teacher...

A teacher Who teaches me to be strong,
And persevere...in times of Her absence,
With the absence, then only I can find myself...
Manifested...

I Look at the Mirror Reflecting the Back of Me

I am changing...

from bitter, destructive, angry...

to compassionate, creative-love, and joyful,

From Mahada-phobe,

to Islamo-philia...

as my personal associations with these are wrong and ill,

Hatred spew hatred in an over-used cycle...

I love my man, I love my Sisters, I love my Mother,

How can I love Ruach?

If not hate clings?

I came with the sun, moon, stars, and all...

And I shall go along with them...

As when the final dissolution happens.

Aversion of the Self

I have denied myself...

In a simple tragedy,

Disregarding that my life is safe and sound,

Never looking at the Anima,

Shouting at me "It is I, Shri",

"Your dearest Mother, ignore this mental dystonia!",

"Son, be the very Nature and Spirit you are, the essence of Aum",

Aum, by Heidi Lee

"For you and others are very dear to Me"...

Commentary: This is a personal reflection I have observed and felt as I went through a trauma recently that has nothing to do with ego-dystonic homosexuality. However, with my mental state and condition, I have associated that trauma with my being gay and all that jazz. This is so hurting for a self-affirming gay individual like me. Indeed, many factors are involved here, and it is important also to take note (in psychological sense) that traumas can trigger associations (negative-associations) that would hurt any individuals no matter what their orientation or gender identity(ies) are.

This Akashic Record post is open to the public(however, the dealings of the matter is of "adult" nature, argumentative...LOL) but please be nice and considerate should you find this offensive...This is a safe space for me, both personally and publicly, to share my thoughts and inspirations from the Divine.

The term Akashic Record and Her meaning is wide. There are also alternative views and definitions of what is an Akashic Record. Google it up and you'll get the picture... :D

I humbly agree any disputes that this is not Akashic but some beautiful individuals believe that any of our thoughts and inspirations will be recorded in the Akasha...and I truly believe in that.

What are the Akashic school of thoughts view on homosexuality? Here's a link...xoxo...

http://lovelightwithin.blogspot.com/p/quan-kwan-yin-homosexuality.html

I wish to end this with love and light...And I extend my love and light to All in the Universe...

Jai Mata Di!!!

A Love Divine

O Lord...I have yearn Thee...

O sweet Love...Thou art Love...

I love You O Lord-Husband...

Immerse in me O Lord...
 

Lord-Husband

For I have beg for aeons...

Where art Thou?

Within? In this small Heart? 

O Lord-Husband...

I thank Thee for appearing in my life...

Lord Of The Universe